Hey, take a look at this lyrics by t.A.T.u ~


why I copied this lyric? Bcoz this song relates to my latest relationship wiv my friends, the close one.

Pernah denger gak, kalo cinta sama benci itu bedanya tipiss banget? Kayaknya, sekarang gw baru ngerasain kalo temen ternyata bisa jadi musuh yang lebih "kejam" daripada musuh kita. Hmm, let's take an example..
orang yang sebel or gak suka sama kita biasanya bakal lebih nunjukkin rasa gak sukanya sama kita, jadi, dari awal kita tau dong kalo kita deked' ma tuu orang, pasti kita bakal ngerasa uncomfortable. Tapi, ketika kita baru tau kalo temen deket kita sebel sama kita, beda banget rasanya. Saat kita di deket temen kita, kita yang know nothing of their feeling cenderung ngerasa nothing can bring us down bcoz we're in da circle of gud friends dat will never hurt our feelings .

and what did happen to me is the opposite situation ov da example. One of my close friend is a two-faced person, who liked to act good in front of me, but always talkin' and gossiping about my negative side in da back of me.

hmmph,, kmaren tuu tmen dket gw dulu,, sebut aj si A ,, dengan santainya bilang kalo gw tuu pai cabo ... tau ga artinya? itu tu bahasa Hokiann,, dan artinya adalah: cewe nakal. Well,, mungkin kalo cuma dibilang bandel masi it's ok yaa,, tapi nakal yang dia maksud tuu.. fake, couquetish, and some kind like that, like a girl dat oweiz being around wiv da boys.. tapi nakal dalam bahasa Hokian 'pai' ini beda sama b*tch.. bcoz b*tch itu sbutan yg lbh kasar n rude lg daripada pai.

dan tadii,, pas recess and lunch di kantin, dia mulai lagi aksi 'stay-away-from-me' nya by sit far from me, and whispering wiv other friends and bergaya hiper2 dibuat' gituu..
ketauan banget de pokoknya kalo dy tu lagi talking about me. *begh*

fortunately, ada tmen gw yg always stand and support by my side and she hates A so much, bcoz A treats her like an outsider. Jadi, gw agak no problem juga sii agak jaga jarak ma A gituu..
Actually, Gw sih sbnernya ga sebel sama A, tapi her behave tuu makin hari makin menjadii'.. wew..
Secara A ngomongin gw gituu di blakang gue.. A judges on me juz bcoz I have many boy friendss , *bukan pacar,, tapi tmen2 cowo*

can u feel what's my feeling when ur besties says that ure such a 'pai cabo' and talkin' da negative side of u in da back of u and become a two-faced-people?
and from rite now,
da only question from me to you, A ..
"We used to love one another as good friends,
Give to each other, but u lie undercover
So, Are you friend or foe?"

hope we can be a good friends again . xoxo .