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copas kesan-kesan magang di gadiss.

2009-05-28T21:27:00.000-07:00

knapa judulnya ada kata" copas??
karnaaa..
redaksi gadis memang nyuruhh anak magang buat nulis kesan-kesan magang disini.
well,, walo cuma 3 days,, tapi cukup touching koo.
ahahaha.

here it goes~

WOW. Kayaknya itu satu kata yang paling pas untuk menggambarkan gimana perasaan Cheryl selama mengikuti program magang ini. Bisa merasakan magang di Gadis selama tiga hari cukup membukakan mata aku tentang dunia kerja, tepatnya di bidang jurnalistik. Saat aku memasuki kantor Gadis di lt.4, rasanya kantor Gadis beda dari kantor-kantor lainnya – mungkin karena aku belum pernah ke kantor redaksi majalah dan media, tapi bener, deh.. rumah Gadis itu unik, warna-warni (Secara banyak poster dan gambar dimana-mana. Hihi), dan gak kaku. Redaksinya juga modis dan melek fashion, berjiwa muda dan asik, serta siap membantu kalau ada yang kurang aku mengerti.
Hmm.. setiap hari pasti ada pengalaman baru yang aku dapat. Meksi cuma 3 hari, tapi rasanya aku jadi cukup tahu tentang majalah Gadis ini. Ahahah.
Hari pertama aku magang, aku dimasukkan ke bagian Kavling Gaul, dengan Kak Dea sebagai editornya. Di hari pertama, aku sudah diberi dua tugas dengan deadline hari itu juga, yaitu artikel Jalan-Jalan : Jakarta, dan rubrik kesehatan mengenai keputihan. Waktu pun berlalu. Aku pun mulai merasa bosan karena kebanyakan duduk di depan komputer, mengetik, browsing, dan merangkai kata. Tapi untungnyaa, setelah tugasku selesai, kak Tisam mengajak aku ikut liputan acara launching band baru di Planet Hollywood. Jadi gak bosan lagi, deh. Apalagi baru kali itu aku pergi ke Planet Hollywood dan meliput launching band. =D
Hari kedua, aku belajar naik busway pulang-pergi dari Kota hingga Kuningan. Aku jadi merasa lebih mandiri karena bisa naik busway sendiri dan gak nyasar. HAHA. Pagi-pagi, sekitar jam 10.20, aku diajak pergi liputan lagi bareng Kak Bobby ke launcing notebook Aspire Timeline di Hotel Mulia. Disana, aku mengamati orang-orang yang bekerja di media dan belajar memperhatikan cara orang Acer mempresentasikan kelebihan produk baru tersebut.
Dan sampailah hari ini... hari terakhirku magang di Gadis. Rasanya, aku mendapat pengalaman berharga karena aku bisa merasakan dunia kerja di jurnalistik dan semakin memantapkan niatku untuk bekerja di bidang media dan komunikasi. Semoga Majalah Gadis semakin maju dan baik ke depannya. Good bye internship Gadis, and say hello to work reality. Dunia kerja pasti lebih berat dari magang, tapi dengan bekal magang yang pernah aku dapat ini, aku yakin aku bisa menggapai hari esok dengan semangat baru. TI AMO,, GADIS :)
mmmuahhhh ^^*

* Cheryl Budiarto *

internship.

2009-05-27T20:04:00.000-07:00

haiiiii... :)
lamaa skalii sayaahh , cheryl budiarto tidak posting blog.
ahahah.
padahal, sayaa punya banyak critaa seruu lhoo.
tapi, karena akhir" inii cukup sibuk, entah karna ulangan yang bejibun, tugas membludak, ujian blok praktek, dan jadwal hang out yang sayang untuk dilewatkan - saya pun melupakan nasib blog ini. maaf fellas~

tapi tnangss,,
kalo cheryl sempet, cheryl bakal sering posting kesinii. okeoke?
ahahaaa.

well well well ,
crita cheryl hari ini tentang... MAGANG! wow!
ahahah.

cheryl is very very very interested in this internship program..!
really dehh.
jadi giniii,
waktu itu GADIS lagi buka lowongan magang.
trus aku ikutan.. gara" inspired from mary-kate and ashley olsen yang love and kisses novel ituu,
critanya si Mary Kate juga kerja part time di Gurlz Magazine.
miriipp kan? gurlz and GADIS. ahahah :)

truss singkat crita, aku kepilih! yeayy!
waktu itu sii aku kirim formulir, foto, sama essay knapa pengen magang. hwhw.
programnya sendiri ngambil 3hari, dari rabu sampe jumad besok.
sekarang sii uda hari kedua.

kmaren,
kerjaan aku cuma ngetik.. typing.. and composing article.
ahahah.
dannn..
tau tauu..
jam 3an lwat, aku diajak pergi liputan! ASIKKK.
ke Planet Hollywood, buat ngeliput Press Conference and ALbum Launching "HUNIAN" Band.
cukup asik.
karenaa,
bisa jalan" dan ktmu orang" baru, hhi.

bgituu dehh crita hari pertama kmaren.
oiyaa,
hri ini hari perdana aku naik busway sendiri lhoo.
dari Glodok sampai Kuningan! HIPHIPHURAAAA =D

hope today gonna be PERFECT DAY :)
May God's blessings always be with you, readers. Have a GREAT DAY~

Crescentia Birgitta Cheryl Budiarto proudly given her credits for these PRECIOUS persons that soo help her to made her internship program. *maybe so-lebai, but i really appreciate all ur positive effects on me :)*

Thanx God for Your guidance on me, thanks Daddy for taught me the busway's route, thanks Mom for your trust on me, thanks Popo for your delicious food that soo meaningful for me (if im hungry, i can't do anything, rite bcoz i got no power xp), thanks GADIS for gave me this chance, thanks IPEKA PURI (esp. teachers >> Ms. Christina, Ms. Dewi, Ms. Irene and Ms.Esther) for give me the permission (finally-after so much efforts xp), thanks my besties (clarissa putri suseno, kristo putranda, farleni, goldina kwandou), thanks TAnte Eka, Opa :) , last but not least, thanks for my special one (A.D.S) ^^

mau ke korea

2009-04-28T06:35:00.000-07:00

pengenpengenpengen ke koreaaa!!!
fashion na lucu" ,,
tempatnya romantis ,,
cowonya cute ,,
and syapatauu..
bsa ktemu leeminho and kimbum.
ahahah.

ga penting abis de blog baru inii.
hmm.
sbnernyaaa..
byg yg bsa dcritakann.
tapii..
males diposting aa.
di'journal di diary sajaaa.
hhe..

xoxo :)
doakan.saia.ke.korea.this.summer.

seoul ,,
im coming~

HAPPY EASTER all :)

2009-04-11T20:37:00.000-07:00

Send this eCard !

wonderful

2009-04-11T04:07:00.000-07:00

it's just wonderful.
:))

ilfil

2009-04-02T08:04:00.000-07:00

ilfil adalah singkatan dari hilang feeling, alias dari suka jadi tidak suka. bisa jadi malah jadi sangat tidak suka alias benci dan sebel.
sepertinyaa..
inilah perasaan yang sedang saya alami saat ini.
saya mengalami sindrom ke-ilfil-an terhadap seseorang.

tadinya..
saya cukup suka dengan dia,
tapi sekarang...
maaf ya.
spertinya anda bukan lagi tipe saya.

dari cara dia berkomunikasi dengan saya,
entah dengan sms dan chatting,
cukup satu inti yang saya dapat..
kita tidak nyambung, sayang.

dan berarti,
kita hanya cocok sebagai teman, dan tidak akan berkembang menjadi sepasang kekasih.
karena beberapa alasan seperti berikut:
1. anda tidur sangat pagi. dan saat anda mau tidur, anda hanya bilang: cher, gue tidur dulu
ya. nite. (sangat egosentris dan tidak menunjukkan perhatian kepada saya).
2. anda hanya mementingkan anda dan teman anda, tanpa meluangkan waktu untuk saya. (kalo lagi
pedekate aja uda ga perhatian, gimana tar pas jadian???)
3. pengalaman pedekate yang cukup menyenangkan telah saya alami sebelum saya didekati oleh
anda. dan cowo itu sangat menjunjung tinggi perasaan saya dan kenyamanan saya, tidak egois
sperti anda.

dari 3 alasan di atas, sepertinya..
anda sudah harus sadar yaa..

cukuplah saja berteman dengankuuu~
janganlah kau meminta lebihh..

karena kamu dan aku..
tidak akan lebih dari T E M A N .
harap mengerti.
sekian :)

P.S: gak tau deh tuu orang baca ato gak, but whatsoever,, so what. i dun care!

boys before flowerss.

2009-03-31T06:29:00.000-07:00

haihaihai.
have ya all known about BBF?
a korean serial drama, that adapted from hana yori dango and meteor garden.
hyaaa.

the differences yang jadii nilai PLUS di BBF inii adalahh... cowo2 F4nyaa yang GANTENG, IMUD, and COOL..! yang jauu lbii keren dibanding F4. *oh yeaa* hahah dannn,, properti film yang mendukung. jadi, emang kesan skola elitnya emang kliatan bangedd. cewe koreanya juga imut-imutt. ^^

from my opinion,, VIC ZHOU masi lebi ganteng loh,, daripada kim hyun joong,, yang jadi hua zhi leii-naa di BBF. hhi. vic zhou emang cool dee. klo hyun joong sii,, cuma menang gaya kalem, tapi tampang std adjaa. *maav*

well,
now, i wanna talk about my fave ever in BBF..
and he is...
LEE MIN HOO!! hhi.
the cast of Goo Jun Pyo at BBF. sama keg Dao Ming Shi-nya di MG dehh.
hhi.

gak nahan bngedd dee (baca: gak kuat) liat tatapan matanya en lesung pipinya yang imudddd. ^^*
mwahhmwahh. hahah.
meskipun Kim Bum juga IMUDD banget en lucuuu,, tapii..
gw lebi interest ke Min Ho.. :))

kpan yaa dya ke indoo?
gue pengen foto bareng sama dyaa. HAHA.
ada ga, sih cowo indo yang mirip Min Hoo??
gue mau donggg, AHAHAH.

well,,
inii sdikit infoo about Lee Min Hoo~

Name: 이민호 / Lee Min Ho
Profession: Actor
Birthdate: 1987-Jun-22
Height: 185cm
Star sign: Cancer
Blood type: A

TV Series

Boys Before Flowers as Go Jun Pyo (KBS2, 2008)
But I Don’t Know too (나도 잘 모르지만) as Min Wook Gi (MBC, 2008)
I’m Sam as Heo Mo Se (KBS2, 2007)
Mackerel Run (달려라 고등어) as Cha Gong Chan (SBS, 2007)
Secret Campus (비밀의 교정) as Park Doo Hyun (EBS, 2006)
Love Hymn (MBC, 2005)

Movies

Our School E.T (2008)
Public Enemy Returns (2008)
Humming (2007)
Arang (2006)
Ghost Lives (2004)
Repechage (1997)

Awards

The 45th Baeksang Arts Awards: Best New Actor Boys Before Flowers (2009)

*dia juga dapet 59% votess dari 100% pas VS Kim Hyun Joong yang cuma dapet 41%. hahah.

well well.
pnasaran? do you feel curious about himm??
why not watchin' BBF on mysoju.com from now on?
it's a good movie, with cool and cute boys indeed. hahah.

have fun :)

disney on ice

2009-03-29T00:34:00.000-07:00

wahhh,
jdii pengen nonton disney on ice : princess wishess !

snapshot:

tapi mahal harga tiketnyaa.
hyaa.

SAYANG.
nonton ga iaa?

plg murah hrganya yang di tribunn,,
tapi miring.
pasti ga gitu enak juga nntnnya.

mungkin yang di silver uda mayan enak x yaa.
tapi tetepp.
MAHAL!

hahah.

well,
stage nya tuu keg giniii..

dan,, scara posisi duduk yg strategiss yaa di GOLD and PLATINUM.
tapi gw yg platinum aja juga gpp koo,, klo ad yg mw sponsorin. HAHAH. siapaa iaa yang mw sponsorin? ko free tickets juga ga ada quizna sii? T^T

btw, fyi,, ticket prices naa adalah:

Regular Price (Senin-Kamis)
- Platinum = Rp. 495.000,-
- Gold = Rp. 345.000,-
- Silver = Rp. 195.000,-
- Tribun = Rp. 95.000,-

Premium Price (Jumat-Minggu)
- Platinum = Rp. 595.000,-
- Gold = Rp. 445.000,-
- Silver = Rp. 295.000,-
- Tribun = Rp. 125.000,-

and show timenyaa::

Selasa, 14 April 2009
- Show I = 18:30 WIB

Rabu, 15 April 2009
- Show I = 15:00 WIB
- Show II = 18:30 WIB

Kamis, 16 April 2009
- Show I = 15:00 WIB
- Show II = 18:30 WIB

Jumat, 17 April 2009
- Show I = 15:00 WIB
- Show II = 18:30 WIB

Sabtu, 18 April 2009
- Show I = 11:30 WIB
- Show II = 15:00 WIB
- Show III = 18:30 WIB

Minggu, 19 April 2009
- Show I = 11:30 WIB
- Show II = 15:00 WIB
- Show III = 18:30 WIB

Selasa, 21 April 2009
- Show I = 15:00 WIB

dan smuanyaa berlokasi di ISTORA SENAYAN.

so,, mari qta pikirkan lagii mw nonton ato ga.
scara mahal skali harganyaa cuma untuk show berdurasi 1,5 jam ini.. =="

ciao :)

tired.

2009-03-27T07:13:00.000-07:00

kmaren gw dan temand" pergii for a PHOTOSHOOT ke old town a.k.a kota tua di museum fattahilah, trus lanjud k ancol.
gw berangkat dari jm 9.15 an buat di make up dulu di hum clerr,, di GG.
then,
after make up,, we all ready to go for photo shoots around 12 lwat.
kbayang ga gimana panas en teriknya cuaca saat siang lagi bolong"na en terik"na?!
hyaaa.
dah gituu,
tmn smp gw djuga mwuu foto shoot, dan dya uda nympe di sanaa dr jm 11an.
well,
seems complicated.

and yes it is.
my friends and I so-ready for da shoots with our fashion-outfit and wedges.
uh oh.
dan gw memakai wedges item yang sbenernya ga gitu enak bwad dipake jln tapi looks-so-good bwad dijadiin penghias en fashion statement. (masa sih)

dan singkat ceritaa,
akhirnya qta foto2 disanaa dengan matahari yang SUPER HOTTIE but not cold and makes my hair oh-so-windy dan dunno-how-it-looks on the camera.
but my friends said that i looked pretty. HAHA. ya iya laaa, scaraa dimake-up banged.
mxudnaa,,
biasanya gw cuma di-make-up with bedak, foundation, blush on, eye liner, eye shadow, lip gloss, en maybe glitter.
tapi kmaren, gw dimake up with full stuffs, like: base coat, then make up dengan beraneka jenis krim yang gue gatau apa ituu, trus yang paling berasa aneh, gaenak, en uncomfy ituu saat gw dipakein scott (bner ga yaa tulisannyaa), yang buat bikin lipetan mata, en pas dipakein bulu mata palsu after dilem. HAHA.
rasanya mata gw pgn merem jadinyaa. mana gw pake softlens lagii.

oke,
lanjut k photoshoot.
disanaa, bner2 byk alayalay en abalabal (bukan labalaba, loh). u know laaa, some kind of that people..
dan berhubung gw en tmen2 gw so-chinese-look and wearing fashion outfit yang so different than them bcoz they wore only shirt and shorts or skinny jeans and with cardigan, and we wore fashion outfit, qta sangat terlihat DIFFERENT but STUNNING. HAHA (menurut gw sihh ituu).

foto'nyaa blm dimasukin cd n diedit, jdi blm bisa diupload dee, here's a lil snapshot by camera hapee, jdi ga gtu bgus gmbarnaa. hwee =3= ,, tarr klo udaa ada voto"naa,, liad di fb ajaa yaa~ hhe :D

and let me tell yaa,,
pas gw n sasa, tmen gw, lagii nyari2 mobil sasa buat ganti bajuu soalna rencananya mau lanjut ke gedung yang rusaakk, jadi gti outfit,,
ehh, qta berdua lupa dimana mobilnya parkir. mana kaki gw uda sakit en lecet gara" wedgesnaa. HUHU.
dan pas qta lagi ngelewatin serombongan alay-ers,, co" mas" JIJAY ngomong,,
"EAAA... EEEAAAA... EEAAA.. (dengan nada tukul)" en continued wiv thiss,,
"eh eh, putri salju mau lewatt."

IHH. rese bngedd ga siiii.
tapi qta stay cool ajaa.
en lnjut jalan tanpa mau ngliat k arah mreka. YA IYA LAA, ngpain ngliat mreka. hii.

abis dri sanaa, qta k ancol.
gti baju dluu di cafe batavia.
dannn,
di ancol qta photoshoot lagi. dan naek prahuu layar yang ada tulisan TOP 1 naa. hahah.
anginnya sii ga nahan loh. kenceng bangedddd.
mana ga ada sunset lagii. sayang deh ksananya padahal uda sore".

abis dari sanaaa,
ternyata sasa mw lanjut dinner k GI.
en gw mau ga mau ikut dya.
dsanaa, ad ferry salim yang ternyata adlah tmen bokapna.
dan jadila gw dan saa foto brg dya

pffiuhh.
gw bru nyampe rumahh jam 11.
dan akibatnyaaa...

gw sakid.
im SICK.
pas photoshoot emg udaa pilek sii.
tapi skarang jadi lebii complicated.
dan kaki gw jadi lecet, tepatnya di jari manis kaki kanan dan kiri yang jadi keg ada gelembung gituu. = ="

tadi aja di skolaa, gw cuma k UKS minta minyak kayu putih krna perut gw kembung, trus tidur di klas akibat efek decolgen yg biqn ngantuk. HYAA.

rencana bsogg: masi blm jlas. scaraa bonyok retret k puncak bsog. hmm, kmana yaa? uda sembuh blom yaa? AMIN deh pasti sembuh. :)

well,,
nitienite and have a nice sleep.
GBU ^^

my 17th birthday wishlist~

2009-03-17T05:56:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time to not blogging and writing a journal about my life. so here i am. sitting in front of my computer, and writing some thoughts in my mind.

today is 17th of March 2009.
which is means,, 1 day before my birthdayy.

actually, our age is increasing about 1 day everyday.
and the peak of our age's increasement is at our birthday. genap 1 tahun bertambah. HAHA.

and before my exact birthdayy, i wanna make my 17th birthday wishlist, and there are..

1. be a woman. from right now, im all grown-up teenager, and going to face the real world. so, i
must be mature on my behaviour and thoughts.
2. can drive a car by myself. not only depend on my parents or other people.
3. be wise and be BOLD!
4. be a blessing for every people around and not-around me. hope i can be the light and salt. :)
5. make everyone HAPPY ^^
6. commit to serve God in every ways, acts, and speech.
7. make my life is worthed and meaningful.
8. get diligent, no laziness and gooo, chase my dreams! don't let the dreams faded away, juz go
into it!
9. publish my novel and turn my dreams into reality =D
10. wider my connection and circle of friends.
11. have an almost-perfect boyfriend and true love xp
12. make a charity for the oldies and often it.
13. known already whos my real BFFs are.
14. have a memorable 17th birthday.
15. stop panicking and wondering too much about anything!
16. be FEARLESS and laugh-a-lot. happy and laughing more , less crying.
17. have tried all teenagers-should-do-activities-before 25, like: diving, snorkling,
paraceiling, gokart a lot, bungee jumping, roller coaster, trampoline, dancing more, and bla-bla-bla. and absolutelly, i wanna less my talk. i dun wanna be a NATO and dumb talkative person, and i want to save my words only for good and wise things.

make it real.
share real.

from this wishlist have been published, i sealed and signed it by the grace of Jesus Christ.

God, help me and guide me always to make my dreams do come true. Amen,

God Bless You, guyss.
laff ya! :)
x o x o.

crescentia birgitta cheryl budiarto.

he's juz not that into me

2009-03-03T02:37:00.000-08:00

ive been crazy about him!
i always thinkin' bout him, although he never thinkin' bout me, i guess.
and i always texting him first to keep in touch with him, so i dun have to thinkin about him without any efforts to get his attention.

uh oh.
is this only crush or i was falling in love with him?
hmm.
NO NO.
this is not a love. i believe 100% about this.
hhe.

and FYI,
he's not my type, actually.
but i dont know what have been attract me of him so i feel CURIOUS about him!

hmm.
i think i must figure it out.
i have my own way to try to get his attention , it will be succeed or not, juz surrender to God :)

but i know,
there's nothing to lose.
in fact, if i can't be with him or if he can't be my boyfriend,
i still can make him as my friend.

x o x o :)

sneek n peek .

2009-02-09T04:24:00.000-08:00

tdi kn gw browsing" gtuu bwad tugas sosio tentang cara hidup atau kebudayaan masyarakat multietnis, beserta contohnya dan blablabla..

dan gw menemukan contoh" cerita kuno a.k.a legenda masyrakat Cina gtuu,, and it's quite entertaining to be read.

and here it goes.. happy reading :)

Memandang bulan hingga tengah malam

Legenda mengatakan bahwa pada jaman dahulu ada sebuah keluarga, keluarga Yang, yang menikahkan anak lelakinya, yang masih anak kecil, dengan Yao, anak perempuan ke enam dari keluarga Yao.

Keluarga Yang memperlakukan Yao seperti budak sejak hari pernikahan. Dari mulai mencuci, menenun, memasak dan banyak lagi. Apabila pekerjaan yang diberikan tidak dapat diselesaikan, maka perlakuan kasar akan diterima Yao.

Suatu hari pada tanggal lima belas bulan delapan Imlek, keluarga Yang memberikan 7 keranjang kapas kepada Yao untuk ditenun menjadi kain dan harus selesai pada keesokan harinya.

Sepanjang hari Yao terus menenun untuk menyelesaikan 7 keranjang yang diberikan. Pada kira-kira tengah malam, minyak yang dipakai untuk penerangan habis. Ditengah kebingungan, Yao melihat terangnya bulan saat itu sehingga memindahkan alat tenun ke halaman rumah untuk melanjutkan pekerjaan yang belum selesai dengan diterangi cahaya bulan.

Pada saat Yao sedang menenun, di langit melintas sebuah perahu naga besar berisi para Dewa yang sedang menikmati terangnya bulan. Mereka melihat Yao sedang menenun. Salah seorang Dewa berkata agar tidak perlu menenun lagi dan beristirahat.

Yao berkata bahwa dirinya harus menyelesaikan tenunan apabila tidak ingin mendapat perlakuan kasar. Tiba-tiba angin menerpa dengan keras dan cahaya terang bulan tidak ada lagi.

Yao dengan terpaksa berhenti menenun dan memindahkan alat tenunnya ke dalam rumah, lalu beristirahat.

Pada pagi hari, Yao sudah membayangkan perlakuan kasar yang akan menimpa dirinya. Namun saat keluarga Yang melihat alat tenun yang ada, mereka terkejut dan heran karena alat tenun yang biasa dipakai Yao telah berubah menjadi alat tenun yang terbuat dari emas.

Ketika Yao ditanya, dia hanya menceritakan kejadian semalam.

Akhirnya keluarga Yang menyadari bahwa Yao adalah seorang yang sangat baik dan beruntung.

Sejak saat itu keluarga Yang selalu memperlakukan Yao dengan baik.

Cerita ini diturunkan dari generasi ke generasi sehingga memandang bulan pada Perayaan Pertengahan Musim Gugur hingga larut malam menjadi sebuah tradisi. Dengan harapan dapat melihat perahu naga para Dewa.

Cao-E
Berdasarkan legenda, pada suatu tahun di hari ke lima bulan ke lima Imlek selama masa pemerintahan Kaisar An Di dari Dinasti Han Timur, terdapat seorang pria bernama Cao Ding yang sedang menikmati suara ombak.

Suara ombak sungai bagi Cao Ding jauh lebih indah dibandingkan suara dedaunan tertiup angin, juga dibandingkan kemeriahan laskar tentara yang sedang menikmati kemenangan.

Ditengah keasyikannya, secara tiba-tiba Cao Ding tersapu ombak dan menghilang.

Anak Cao Ding, Cao-E, hanya dapat menemukan kipas sang ayah. Cao-E sangat sedih menyadari bahwa sang ayah telah meninggalkan dirinya. Kesedihan semakin bertambah demi menyadari bahwa dirinya tidak dapat menemukan jasad sang ayah.

Para nelayan memberikan nasehat agar Cao-E pulang dan beristirahat, dan jasad sang ayah kemungkinan besar akan muncul ke permukaan setelah dua hari.

Tetapi tekad Cao-E sudah bulat untuk terus menunggu jasad sang ayah. Penantian selama tujuh hari dan tujuh malam tanpa hasil. Di tengah rasa putus asa dan penyesalan yang sangat mendalam, Cao-E menceburkan diri ke dalam sungai.

Tiga hari kemudian, jasad Cao-E dan sang ayah ditemukan pada saat dan tempat yang sama.

Apa yang dilakukan Cao-E membuat rakyat sekitar sangat terharu. Oleh sebab itu, pada setiap hari ke lima bulan ke lima Imlek, pada Perayaan Perahu Naga, mereka mendayung perahu naga yang membawa patung Cao-E demi mengenang pengorbanan yang dilakukan Cao-E.

Menyembunyikan sapu
Menurut legenda, pada jaman dahulu kala terdapat seorang pedagang bernama Ou Ming yang selalu berpergian menggunakan perahu untuk menjalankan usahanya.

Suatu hari Ou sedang naik perahu di Danau Pengze. Tiba-tiba badai menghadang, sehingga perahu terdampar pada sebuah pulau. Ditengah kebingungan karena perahu rusak berat dan tidak dapat dipakai untuk meneruskan perjalanan, datang seorang bernama Qing Hongjun, pemilik dari pulau tersebut.

Qing mengundang Ou ke kediamannya dan menjamu Ou dengan hangat. Sebagai kenang-kenangan atas kunjungan Ou, Qing berminat memberikan sebuah tanda mata. Ou dipersilahkan memilih barang yang disukainya dari begitu banyak barang permata yang ada di rumah Qing.

Pada saat seorang pelayan Qing menghidangkan teh bagi Ou, secara tidak sadar terucap bahwa Ru Yuan adalah harta yang paling berharga.

Ou mendengarkan hal itu dan berpikir siapakah Ru Yuan itu. Namun dia memastikan bahwa Ru Yuan sangat berharga.

Akhirnya Ou meminta Ru Yuan kepada Qing. Meskipun pada awalnya Qing ragu, namun akhirnya Ru Yuan diberikan kepada Ou. Ternyata Ru Yuan adalah seorang pembantu wanita di rumah Qing yang sangat cantik.

Qing lalu mempersiapkan perahu untuk Ou. Pada saat perpisahan, Qing memberikan satu peti permata kepada Ru Yuan. Melihat permata yang sangat banyak, timbul pikiran jahat pada Ou untuk memiliki permata tersebut bagi dirinya sendiri.

Setibanya di rumah, Ou melayani Ru Yuan sangat baik. Sehingga lama kelamaan Ru Yuan terlena dan memberikan kunci peti permata kepada Ou.

Begitu mendapatkan kunci peti permata, sifat Ou langsung berubah total. Ru Yuan diperlakukan secara buruk dan disuruh bekerja keras siang dan malam. Menghidangkan teh, memasak, mencuci pakaian, dan banyak lainnya.

Suatu hari pada hari pertama Perayaan Tahun Baru Imlek, Ou berpikir bahwa Ru Yuan terlalu malas, karena baru bangun pada saat ayam berkokok, sehingga memukuli Ru Yuan.

Tidak tahan, Ru Yuan lari. Ou tidak tinggal diam, dia mengejar.

Melihat sebuah sapu tersandar pada pohon, Ru Yuan memutuskan untuk menghilang kedalam sapu. Bersamaan dengan menghilangnya Ru Yuan, semua harta benda dan permata yang ada di rumah Ou turut terbang dan menghilang ke dalam sapu.

Ou hanya bisa terpaku menyaksikan semuanya. Melaratlah Ou sejak saat itu.

the end.

P.S: bsog gw ul KWN , dan gw masi dengan santainya ol en blogging + buka fb. huaha.

nite guys.

x o x o :)

valentine's dayy

2009-02-06T23:18:00.000-08:00

long time no see.
hahah.

yeaa, last weeks were a weeks full of examinations and projects.
so I hardly posting nuu blog.

but here i am now.
sitting here, and wanna talk about VALENTINE'S DAY! :)

well, we all known that valentine's day held on 14th of February,, and that means,, its only 1 weeks more and 7 days to go..
hmm,
what have you done to prepare and "celebrate" on this valentine's day?
are you going to make it a memorable moment with your lovers?
or..
you don't expect anything and take it as usual day, nothing special on that day..

for me..
valentine's day is a day that we can share and show our loves to our lovely people. they can be our parents, grandmother, grandfather, BFFs, friends, or maybe our dates.

and..
i want to give a special gifts to them..
right now,
im thinking about what gifts i can make to give to them..

hmm..
have u all already prepared the gifts?
actually, i haven't arrange and plan the moment too..

so now,
i wanna take the 6 days before Vals day, to plan a sweet valentine's day for plan a lovely moment for all of my lovely people.

P.S: dun forget to share your valentine's day's story :)

xoxo.

who am i going to be?

2009-01-29T22:09:00.000-08:00

everything seems so blurry, dat makes me feel so confused about my future. i still dun really know where i am going to take university to continue my study, i still dunno what degree or course im gonna take it, and the blurry-est thing is.. i dunno what kind of job i am expert at it.

actually, i like writing. like composing text message xp , writing a diary and blog , writing story and novel , and i've ever been win for writing contest at my junior high school, i was the 1st winner that time.

but..
does it mean that i should take journalism class?
and become a bachelor of communication?

actually,
i want to own and having more than one skill.
i do believe that everyone has writing skill, but not evryone has drawing skill, music skill, or anything else which is special to be own to.

and i want the special skills.
in my deepest wish, i wish i can draw and make a fashion design, so i can be a fashion stylist. coz i like to mix and match clothes, shoes, accesorizing stuffs. but i know, in my age (teenager), evry girl loves to mix and match clothes so they look like a fashionista. and not a kuper one. xp

aniwayy,
i wanna list the course or careers dat sound interesting to me..
and here it goes..

1. visual communication design
which is learning about typography, designing, and here's da example of typography ~

2. mass communication
which is learning about broadcasting, journalism, even social-politic issue.

3. fashion, can be fashion stylist, fashion editor in fashion magz, even make a clothing line! my deepest dream)
learning about f a s h i o n .

4. business woman.
really wanna be a business woman, it looks SO COOL! business woman always looks smart, independent, confident, and difficult-to-be-fooled. and the fact dat business woman has a lot of money coz they get a high earnings. xp
i also want to make a business line by myself so i can recruit many workers so it can decrease the pengangguran. hahah.

5. the last but not least, a HAPPY housewife :D
nobody wants to be lonely, neither so i am. i wanna loved and be loved too. so, i want to married with a almost-perfect guy for me, dat truly loves me and my family, smart, religious (seagama :D), care, responsible, and he also must be romantic. hoho.
i want to married around 24 years old (Amen), but i think i prefer have a good career and position first at company, than married but no future.

there's my dream o-career :)
pray for me, guyss.. so i can reach my future with no regrets.
i will pray for you too, so together we can make this world a better place.
Lord, please bless all of this mankind and make us a leader without no evidence and hatred. Amen :)

x o x o.

addicted to ..

2009-01-29T08:00:00.000-08:00

i've been addicted to this game ..

LAFFIN' IT !! :))

it feels uncomplete when i dun play this game .

hahah .

I <3

go go petsoc xp

krja klompogss .

2009-01-29T07:19:00.000-08:00

*today i wanna posting with different style,, like i am writing in a real and secret diary* so here it is..

Dear Diary,
hari ini aku libur. HOLIDAY.yeahyeahyeah. ^^
muu tau gag knapa?
karna..
anag klas 1 study tour k bandung. yeay, gntian deh tuu.
tapiy,
walopun aku libur,, tetep aja musti bangun pagi. gara2 nii hari ada kerja klompok biqn mading 3D buat tugas ekoo di hum cler.
jadi rencananya gnii..
farlen n cowo'naa naek motor k hum aku,
then motor cowona di park di hum aq,
biz ituu qta ber3 naek taxi.
trus farlen mw pegi nonton gituu de ntar jm 2an, jdi qta krja klompok jm 9 de,, brngkad dari hum kuu jam 8. wew.
dan jadilaa,,
aku kebangun-bangun teruss!! gara2 gak tenang,, tkud bangun kesiangan n mreka dah kburu dateng. huahmm,, kegna aku jadi kurang bobo deyy,, gara2 smalem aja bobonya jm 12. ckck.

lanjud,,
jadinya aku bangun jm stgh 8 gituu tadi pagi. woahh,, masi ngantuk, dan stenga ga sadar. HAHA. pas aku buka inbox,
ada sms gitu dr wira.
dy blg,, dya mw k hum mw nganter "kado sincia" gara2 bsog ga bisa ksini.
trus aku iseng2 tnya bole ga nebeng k grenville, and he said yess.

dan jadilaa.
wira janji jm 9 mw ksini.
jam stgh 10, blom ada tanda2 wira dateng -- farlen n cowonya masih berdiri di luar rumah, gara2 males buka spatu.
jm 10 -- farlen n cowonya masuk k dalam rumah gara2 pas gw tlvond,, wira trnyta gii bikin KTP di lurah di kopilas.
jm stgh 11 -- stelahh dya biqn ktp, bli roti di pinot, akhirna dya jempud aku djugaa dengan innova hitamnya.

ckck.

janjimu ngaret skaliy, wiraa.
haha.

aniway, thx dah dianter. xp
walopun agak blibet jalan k grenville'na gara2 pk lewatin kopro and SMAK ABSIS sgalaa ~

jadidehh gw, farlen, clerence, cowonya farlen (andi) bekerja kelompok membuat mading ekonomi dengan judul "TEORI PERTUMBUHAN EKONOMI" di rumah clerence di perumahan grenville.

meskipun clerence tidak terlalu membantu. HUAHA. karna di ruma dya juga ada 2 tamu lain, yaitu ko Jacob (yang biqnin desain resort kampung naga bwad bisnis plan qta) and ko Mike (guru les akun cler).

truss,, pas uda nyampe hum cler,,
jadii pengen makan mie ayam ST..
akhirna minta kenken bawain dee k hum cler,, meski ada sdikid misunderstood(ment) gara2 signal di hum cler jleg. hue.
karna kenken gatau dimana hum cler,, dan dya smped nyasar k blok A, jadi aku dan clerence jempud dya k iptoo.
dan berjalan bersama ke rumah clerence.
akhirna,, mam mie ayam ST jugaa stelaah lamaa gak makan mie ayam ST. haha.
waktu pun sudah menunjukkan pukul 4 , dan kami pun pulang dengan memanggil M**** Taxi (yang ternyata tarif bwah >> cukup murah , tapi bau rokok xp | sbaiknya merknya gausa disbut iaa xp)
dan sisa madingnya clerence yang lanjutin, karna dya blum terlalu byk bekerja. haha.

berakhirlah posting blog inii.
akhir kata,
smoga nilai mading qta bgus. AMIN :)

*gambar madingnya menyusul iaa* blom finishing soalnaa.

LIVE YOUR LIFE :D

bullsh*t.

2009-01-28T03:04:00.000-08:00

i feel regret dat i've ever been know euu.
i hate when u tell me dat u love me soo, but in the end u talk da bad things about me and make my heart breaks into pieces.
i dun want to care about euu anymore.
u are nothing to me.
from now on, i want to pretend dat i never known someone like u, exactly is.. a jerk guy lyk euu.

u say dat u laff me, u care so much of me, u never been in love so deep to a girl like me, but u HURT my feelings soo.. dat no one ever did this to me.
u talk da sweet things of me BEFORE i tell u dat i dun want to be in a relationship rite now, and dumped me and talk da mean things so u can easily hurt my feelings and make me feel dat i am da meanest girl in this world bcoz i've playing on euu.
but da fact,
u did those things bcoz euu wanted me to be ur girlfriend and i dun want it.
so ure feeling blue,
hurt.
and sad.

and u dun want to handle it juz for ur own, so u give it back to me and u done it.
u hurt my feelings, but it only stayed for a second, minute, and hour.
i dun want to remember every single things about u, boy! from now on.
never ever.

juz so u know, all u done for me in the end juz goin' to hurt my feelings, more and more.
so its sooo better if we goin' SEPARATED each other and move on to grab our happiness.
without u here by my side, im so thankful enough.
i dun need u, boy.

farewell.

happy chinese nuu year!

2009-01-25T08:21:00.000-08:00

today.
im sitting in front of my computer.
alone in my bedroom.
and the others are watching chinese teve program, that shows various chinese nuu year shows, very attractive, interesting, fascinating, and entertaining. China is the best for entertaintment show, I think.

well,
actually, I kinda confuse about what topic I should talk about for this nuu posting.
but I guess I wanna talk and speak about Chinese nuu year.

Theres many traditions and hal-hal yang dianggap tabu pas Sin Cia, like..:

Haircut before SinCia means >> buang sial. hho.
bersih-bersih rumah n beberes rumaa >> buang sial djugaa .
gak bole beli barang atau ngabisin duid buat bayar2 something klo uda diatas jm 6 >> that means,, gak mau buang rejeki dun di tahun yang baruu? hahah .
gak bole nyapu, bersih2, ngepel pas SinCia means >> gak bole buang rejeki
buka pintu jam 12 malem pas malem sinCia (today today) >> buka pintu untuk menyambut rejeki di tahun baruu
dan yang terpenting,, da utmost thing is.. qta hrus kumpul bareng sama kluarga kitaa. apalagi kluarga besar, sodara jauh, yang uda lama bnged n jarang ktmu.. moment n event sincia inii PAS skali buad ketemu sodara2 qta dan kluarga kita.. :)

sO, dun make ur own schedule to hang out woth friends or chicas,, coz meeting with our big family is the most important, moment setaon sekali gitu lohh. hwhw.

emang siy, kdang bingung juga mau ngapain, abis sodara gw bykan uda tua2 gituu.. ga ada yg sepantaran SMA. adanya anak kecil. jadi suka bingung sendiri.

tapi gapapade,, scara setaon skali. So,, have a happy prosperous chinese nuu year. May God bless you all. and dun forget to say,, "Gong Xi.. Gong Xi.." and u'll get angpao ,, as the gift for spending chinese nuu year with familyy.

x o x o.

PS: kegna posting yng ini ane, de.. agak ga nyambung, hahah. maav iaa :) enjoy.

m a d

2009-01-16T22:33:00.000-08:00

take a look for this part of Ne Yo's song - Mad lyrics ..

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

When I heard this song, I love the music..
And right now.. I love this song more, bcoz it's so related to my feelings..

Well,
here's the short story about the 'mad'

I've been chased (a.k.a dipedekatein) with a guy, named KL .. xp
it has been goin' about 3 months,
and he already said that he loved me.
but I don't want to open a relationship rite now, bcoz I want a serious relationship, which is I want my next romance relationship doesn't ended juz for 1-3 months only, I want my romance relationship becomes long lasting, like at least 1 year..
and beside that, I want the best one to be my next boyfriend, so I dun want to pick easily..
and that means, the process and progress to make a relationship doesn't easy, simple, and take a short time.

Actually, I like him..
but, Im still considering him to be my next boyfriend..
and..
I think he doesn't patient enough to waiting for me.

and I think..
it's over.
our progress to make a love story has been over and useless.
evrythink seems turns out into rubbish, just because his lust to taking me as his girlfriend.
but I don't want to make it too fast, coz I know,,

easy to get, then it's easy to go..

so,
farewell.
it's time for us to take a bow.
thanks for the memories between us.

xoxo.

my dreamday wedding

2009-01-12T05:41:00.000-08:00

it's kinda FUN when you're thinkin' about ur dream wedding..!
for me, it's sooo fun and inspiring!
hahah .

aniway,,
I wanna tell ya all about my dream wedding..
age to be a bride : 24 y.o
color of gown i shud wear : white , pink, with silver glitter so it looks glam xp
da wedding ceremony place : Regina Caeli Church with orchestra and a harpist :D
da wedding party place : Ritz Carlton or Mulia or Shangri-La Ballroom .
but Bali is good and cool too . Da most important about the place is.. it's should ROMANTIC and cozy! ^^
kinds of food : da top of evry culture in this world ~ europe, chinese, japanese, american, indonesia! lol.
song to be sing with my groom and husband-wanna-be: For you I will - Monica .

kyaaa ..
do u know why I pick that song??
hmm,
let me tell yaa..

take a look at this beutiful and oh-so-sweet lyrics..

Yes, when you're feeling lost in the night
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better
I'll be there to protect you, see you through
I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do

1-I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero, your strength, anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time, promise you
For you I will, yes yeah, yeah

I will shield your heart from the rain
I won't let no harm come your way
Oh, these arms will be your shelter
No, these arms won't let you down
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you

I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress tall and strong
I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you right or wrong
(rpt 1)

Lay my life on the line, for you I will fight, oh
For you I will die, with every breath, with all my soul
I'll give my word, I'll give it all
Put your faith in me, put your faith in me
And I'll do anything...oh...
(rpt 1)

and if u dunno the song,, I already copy this song codes, so u can hear it.

P.S: after I heard this song,, I feel that love is on air rite now! lol . with who? Only God knows~ :)

	Monica - For You I Will

	Found at bee mp3 search engine

busy weekend

2009-01-11T00:39:00.000-08:00

kmaren, gw bangun sekitar jam 8 pagi gitu, malemnya agak ga bisa bobo gara2 mikirin nii hari gimana yaa nyusun waktunyaa ..
soalnya ,
kayaknya sih gara2 abis libur Natal kmaren, smua acara kondangan jadi numpuk di 10 Januari 2009 .
tadinya gw udah planning, sianknya makan2 ma kluarga, kan om n sodara gw bday gituu ..
trus malemnya bru ke party 17an'na tmen gw..
tapi ternyata saudara-saudaraa ..
rencana gw tuu ga terjadi sama sekalii..

jadinya..
berbeda 180° ma yg gw rencanain itu..
and here's my footpaths of saturday of 10th January 2008~
siangnya, my parents and I pegi ke misa pemberkatan nikah anak temen nyokap.. kata nyokap, mempelai wanitanya itu anak tunggal jugaa,, trus ud pacaran sjak sma sama cowonya inii..
mereka sama2 pelayanan, wL, singer, seiman en sekomunitas gereja gitu dee,,
hmm,,
inspiring enough~

lanjut, mreka tu pemberkatan nikahnya di Gereja Regina Caeli di Pantai Indah Kapuk. Gerejanya berkonsep minimalis gitu deh, bagus..! Dari depan sih keliatannya biasa aja, tapi pas masuk, nuansa gereja en gedung berasa gituu. Lampunya disusun di kayu berbentuk salib. Lampunya juga berbentuk salib.. Trus, choir yang ngiringin juga suaranya bagus n keren!
Wow.. pngen deh ntar klo wedding kayak gini.. Romonya juga ada 6 gitu, bener2 konselebrasi kayaknya..
trus nyokap gw bilang gini ke gw..
"kamu mau ga, ntar weddingnya best kayak gini? kalo mau, cari calonnya juga yang the best, jangan asal..!"

gw ngrasa ucapan nyokap tu bner banget de,, dan smakin memperkuat kebetahan gw being single. Sbnernya ga betah2 banget sihh,, tapi..
blom ada calon yang cukup perfect bwad jadi cowo gw..
I want the smart one..
I want the handsome one too..
and he must can play at least 1 instrument of music, especially cello!
huwaa.. haha,, my dream guy thu someone who can play cello, cool, and tall .
Peter banget ga, sih? huaha.
JK.. JK..

abis dari sana, kita makan di Bakmie Sakaw, di Cafe Dermaga, Pantai Mutiara.
jadi inget si mantan.. haha.
scara rumah si Konx tuu di PM..
mie nya enak, gak standard gitu rasanya,.
ada rasa asem, manis, pedes, tapi lama2, jadi asem bnged gitu mienya..
then, biz mam,
gw ngliat ke laut, banyak rumah2 gede gitu di tepi laut..
dan hampir tyap rumah pny jetski!
WOW. inspiring gw banget, buat punya rumah di PM kalo uda married nanti..
Amin..
jadi, kalo lagi bosen di ruma, tinggal naek jetski deh kliling2.. asik banged dee..! hhe..

trus,
pas otw hum, om gw nelpon, dan bilang..
nanti jam stgh 7 makan2 ya di Gandy Hayam Wuruk.

gubrak.
batallah rencana gw party di gading.
kenapa?
karna family is more important than friends, a boyfriend sekalipun .
jadi, malemnya gw makan2 gitu de di Gandy Steak..

gw psen Steak ala Gandy .
dan dagingnya sangat empuk bahkan suka ancur, jadi gw motong musti di ukuran gede gitu..
aniway,,
trus sodaranya sodara gw ,, nag cc , seangkatan gitu ma gw , juga dateng,,
I think he's my childhood crush xp
soalnya, when we were kids, we like each other,
huaha .

tapi skarang uda ga, kog . uda ga ada rasa.
trus dya keg ngliatin gw gituu . ga terang2an sih, tapi keg CPCP gituu..
curi pandang curi perhatian..
tapi gatau juga si, bisa jadi gw yang keGeeRan..

well..
after that,
we go home..
sekian cerita hari ini.
see yaa :)

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nuu template and nuu edit ~

2009-01-08T07:43:00.000-08:00

finally ,
i've changed my blog skin .
i wanna learn more and more about web designing, html, and more about computers . coz i do (heart) them :)

anyway,
hari ini gw ga bisa blogging banyak karna ud jm 11 malem..
dan,
gw juga jadi bingung mw posting ttg apa krna crita yg mw gw posting itu panjang2 smwa..
hhe.

hmm,
FYI, tgl 15-16 januari nanti,
gw bakal study tour gituu..
live in siy, tepatnya..
di Kampung Naga , di Garut .
dari kmaren, plajaran sjarah ngebahas soal ini mluu..
katanya siy nanti mau ke Pabrik Kulit dluu , trus baru check in di kampung naga (weqx) .
i think i need sleeping bag .
soalna ga ada kasur, cuma ad tiker dan tanah.
bakal nyawah juga katanya, siy,,

hmhm..
let's see ..
the story about my live in di-postponed yaa till 15-16 january :D

gudnite guys .
x o x o .
Gbu :)

2009-01-05T05:00:00.000-08:00

this is the story about me , it happened yesterday night and it left a little dissapointment to me , and a simple sad feeling bcoz it doesnt seem to be in the control of my hand.
Well then, maybe its better if I tell this story descriptively.

I was going to dancing at Christmas and New Year Celebration in my Pray Community in my church. I was in a team of 7 girls, including me. I was so interested and made the coreography. The song was "Santa Claus is Coming to Town - Mariah Carey".

Actually, I'm da leader of this dance team, coz I chose the song, I made the coreo (not only me made the whole dance, but I gave the idea and little 'spice' to made it looked good), and I arranged the formation. But, 2 days ago, when we were practicing, I was leisurelly played Britney's latest song, like: Circus and Kill the Lights. But I didn't expect to add that song to became the opening of this dance, but the other members want to added this song.. and they thought it can made us looked cool.. and bcoz Im da only one who wanted to declined the addition of this "intro" and the others insist to added this on, so I let it go..

Then, we made the coreo of this Britney's song.. The 1st one as the beginning was "Kill the Lights", we walked and step like walking on a catwalk and pose.. Second one, we used "Circus", and we danced and moved like a "bad girls". Actually, for me, after my Mom gave her suggestion and thoughts of this addition, it made me think. Yeah, if I dance with the addition of Britney's song, it just made me and the others looked cool, not for Jesus' glory. Instead the real purpose of this dance is just and only for God' glory, and we dancing to glorifying God because His Son was born on Christmas day. So, after that, my mom told me, if they still wanna added Britney's song. then I should quit and cancel out my apperance on that dance team. So, Im out and here I am..

Maybe this occurence constitute as God's lesson for me in this new year to make me become more mature and learn how to act of an unexpected moment that's out of my control. Thanks Mom to reminded me of dancing with my heart to praise God and only to glorifying Him, not for show off our dance and impress ourself in front of the audience to look cool. The most important thing when we want to service God is to do it with all of our heart, mind, and soul. Doesnt matter if u not professional enough, coz God looks from your heart, not from your outside look and appearance. :)
God bless you ^^

"Praise him with the timbrel and dance: praise him with stringed instruments and organs." (Psalm 150:4)

nuu yearr ,, must be better me ..

2008-12-30T21:00:00.000-08:00

wow .
today is the last day of 2008 .
tomorrow is nuu day ,, nuu year ,, da beginning of 2009 ..
have you all already make a nuu resolution and to-do list for greet 2009?
so much to do , so lil time ..
we always think like that bcoz we like wasting time to do something maybe not important and do not make a priority.. from now on, let's change and challenge ourself!

new year.. new management of ourself..
I wanna change my habit that always playing first before studying.
on 29009, I wanna minimize my online time, chatting time, playing time..
and wanna maximize my quality time for study and prepare for my university and future..

I also make some resolutions, like.. :

Take a TOEFL course
become a team for PDKK Mudika Efesus, so I can consistent for being a God's servant.
I want to minimize my chatting time, and don't online if it's not important
Make a preparation (seriously) of my future study and university
can drive a car by myself and take a steer without any nervous and panicness xp
go green~
The last but not least, and the most important one: BE MATURE!

Im goin' to be 17 next year.. so, I must be more mature and wise, bcoz 17 is da age that begins our matureness to become a woman. It means that im not a lil girl anymore and I become a woman.

So much to plan on 2009, hope next year gotta be a SUPERLICIOUS year than before.
cheers guys~
keep our faith in Jesus.
God bless us :)

my goal ..

2008-12-25T23:26:00.000-08:00

beberapa hri ini gw uda mule kepikiran dahsyat soal urusan kuliah ..
mau ambil jurusan apa, mau kuliah dimana, gw blom ada gambaran mau kmana.. walopun waktu klas 1 uda test minat dan bakat..

suatu hari, pas misa di gereja, pas lagi doa, tiba2 ada dorongan kuat banget supaya gw kuliah di luar negeri, mau di USA, Australia, Singapore, yang pasti di luar.. gatau kenapa, tapi dorongan itu bener2 bikin gw semangat banget buat berdoa, minta hikmat dari Tuhan, serta minta dibukain jalan supaya tau kuliah dimana en jurusan apa yang the best buat gw..

Terus, started from yesterday, gw baca buku study abroad yang dari klas 1 gw uda beli, mau liat2 gambaran top university, how to deal with culture shock, homesick, living cost disana.. dll..
and it makes me really passionate to study abroad..
dan tadi kan gw ud browsing2 gituu..
skrg gw menentukan target gw..
like adam khoo who said that he wanted to entered NUS, and finally he made it..
I hope I can make it true too..

here's my Top Ten list:

University of Melbourne
Australian National University
Monash University
Sydney University
Hong Kong University
Tsing Hua University
National University of Singapore
Singapore Management University
Universitas Indonesia
London School of Public Relations

sbenernya pengen sih, kuliah di USA, tapi living cost and study cost yang mahal, pergaulan disana yang cenderung bebas, dan jaraknya yang jauh dari Indo bikin gw jadi agak ga mau disana..

I'm really really hopeful to be accepted at that universities that I wanted to be, specially at UniMelb.. well, beside that, I also make a list for the course I'm goin' to be. here we go:

Bachelor of Arts (Media and Communications)
International Business
Bachelor of Commerce

I think, after I read the description and the programs of the course, I really want to take Bachelor of Arts, because it contains all, like journalism, broadcasting, even politics..!
I surrender to God to pick the best way for me..
I know, He always has the best choice for us ..
God bless :)

me mie and mimi xp

2008-12-19T21:18:00.000-08:00

selama 2 hari berturut-turut, dari hari kamis mpe jumad kmaren gw makan mie teruss..
hmm,
hari kamis siang, gw makan mie ayam bikinan Popo :)
enak deh, rasanya sama persis gituu keg mie ayam yang dijual di tempat mie ayam .. hahah.
terus, kemaren gw makan indomie yang mie keriting goreng spesial ituu,,
trus,, malem2,, jam 10an gitu, biz online di hape.. gw mendadak laper, trus perut gw keg nafsu makan banget,, langsung deh gw ngemil roti sosis n roti coklat-keju.. hhi..
eh, dah gitu, pas banget pas pengen makan yang lebih berat, ada tukang tek tek lewat.. yauda de, gw langsung manggil en mesen mie rebus. hwhw.
akhirnyaa, kemaren malem tuh gw kekenyangan..! =='
nah, saking kekenyangannya.. gw jadi ga ngantuk dan gak mau tidur2an,, karna gw takud perut gw jadi buncit (haha).. akhirnya, berhubung sorenya gw uda online di laptop teruss karena nyari2 lagu mariah carey (mimi) buad christmas dance ntar,
gw pun online di hape dengan ebuddy mobile messenger..

contact msn gw yang online sekitar 28 gitu de, (dulu kalo pake acc yang blom dihack yang online bisa 100 gituu, tapi skarang contact gw aj jadi cuma 112 --, jadi otomatis dikit gitu de yang online)
haha . gak penting deh .
lanjut ke cerita ..
ada nag kalam kudus yang nyapa en ngajak ngobrol.
trus..
singkat crita, tuu org minta nomor hape..
agak unik sii cra mintanya, trus gw skalian aj isengin. hahah.

begini nii conversation'naa :
dya: eh, lw pny pesawat ga?
gw: ha? peswat apa?
dy: psawat terbang laa.
gw: ad, tapi yang maenan
dy: kalo kapal selam bneran ada ga?
gw: ya gak laa . --'
dy: klo nomor hape punya dong?
gw: pny, napa?
dy: minta dong..
gw: bole. nih nomornya.. 0817 6868 .. 3 nomor trkhir pikir sndiri .
dya: jah, gimana caranya?
gw: pake peluang dong, pokokna 3 nomor itu berbeda smw, tengah2 angka 0
dy: bah, mending lw nyuru gw ngebut di jln deh drpd mikir math
gw: LOL

akhirnya,
berakhirlah chat gw dan anak geje itu. haha.
abis ovline, gw pun cuci2 , sate, dan pergi ke dunia bantal . hwhw .
hari yang lucu .. antara me, mie , dan mimi (mariah carey) :D

cheryl's recipe to make chocolate pudding in EASY way :D

2008-12-19T02:13:00.000-08:00

hari ini gw biqn puding coklat gituu ..
dibantu sama asisten masak gw, alias mba gw yang masih muda juga, baru 18 tahun gitu umurnya..
berhubung gw dan mbak gw masi amatir, jadi kita cobacoba bikin puding yang tinggal ngerebus air, masukin bubuk.. hahah.. merknya Pondan.
tau ga? xp
cara masaknya gampang, begini nii. :

didihin air 500cc.. tadi tuh gw smpet bingung gituu 1 cc = berapa L? dan ternyata, 1cc=1mL. Jadi, kalo gak punya gelas ukur buat naker, tinggal pake botol Aqua kecil yang 330mL, trus dijadiin 2x.
abis itu, tuang bubuk puding Pondan, aduk perlahan sampe keduanya mendidih.
setelah mendidih, tuang adonan ke cetakan puding..
Sambil menunggu puding adem dan udah boleh masuk kulkas, kita buat saus fla nyaa, caranya sama ko, cuma didihin air 200cc dan masukan bubuk fla vanila.
Aduk perlahan sampe mendidih, lalu tuang ke wadah buat fla.
Tunggu sampe sejuk, lalu baru masukan ke kulkas
Sesudah itu, sajikan dengan diberi potongan buah stroberi, ato jeruk mini sebagai hiasan (assortment). Jadi deeh, puding chocolate yang enak dan mudah :D

Selamat mencoba :)

P.S: Abis kamu nyoba bikin puding ini, dijamin deh bonyok bakal makin sayang sama kita. hihi ^^

angkot experience + review kafe stroberii :D

2008-12-17T01:28:00.000-08:00

Kemaren gw menemani popo gw (oma) ngejemput sodara gw yang masih kelas 6 SD ke CL..
berhubung gw juga lagi gak ada kerjaan, gw pun ikut sekalian itung2 belajar naek angkot. hihi.
Well,
dimulailah pengalaman gw ituu .
bkn pertama kali sihh, soalna gw juga uda cukup sering naek angkot, tapi cuma ke tempat yang deked2 aja, keg ke puri mall dari ipeka puri, trus dari ippur ke rumah..
ok lanjut..
gw naek angkot merah B03 dari dpan pos polisi dked rumah . hhe..
klo dblg irit sih,, emang irit banged loh, jauh banged bedanya sama naek taxi. Bayangin, dari dked rumah mpe ke CL cuma bayar 3500 rupiah. hahah .
kalo naek taxi dari rumah mpe ke CL ,, ongkosnya pasti bisa 25000an gituu..

trus,
spanjang jalan, gw cuma duduk diem ajaa.. sambil sesekali ngeliatin orang yang duduk di dpan gw ..
wuih, kan di angkot tuh jendelanya dibuka n ga ada ac, jadilah rambut gw berkibar2 ditiup angin.. jadi agak nyesel gara2 tadi keramas dulu sblm pergi.. =='
eh pas di daerah tanjung duren, ada 6 anak SMPN 119 gtuu yg msuk angkot.. trus gw pnsaran tuu ank tuh kelas brapaa .
langsung aja de gw tnyaa, "klas berapa, de?"
si ade, "klas tujuh".

wedeeh , bru lulus sd udah bisa naek angkot sendiri. Gw ajaa pas smp masii cupu2nyaa,, pegi masi dianter bokap pulang masi ikud jemputan.. hihi..
dan baru berani naek angkot aja pas SMA ini.. xp
hwe..

well lanjoett,,
akhirna gw sampe ke CL bareng popo gw.. dan, sesampenya gw disanaa.. sodara gw nelpon dan dengan santainyaa..
dya bilang kalo dya nunggu di taman SD IPTO.. ohlalaa..
gw n popo pun kaget..
akhirnyaa..
sia-sialah gw dan Popo mampir ke CL.. padahal dari rumah, gw uda kepikir kalo di CL tuu banyak toko aksesoris yang harganya cukup murah..
ehh,, ternyata sodara gw malah nunggu di Ipto..
gw dan Popo pun langsung cabut darisana en naek taxi ke Ipto..

Singkat cerita, gw, sodara gw, en Popo uda di taxi..
gw pikir, capedeh banget kann, kalo cuma jemput trus pulang ke rumah lagii..
gw pun ngajakin mereka ke Kafe Strawberry yang di Tanjung Duren..
secara ituu kafe udah sering masuk teve n majalah, tapi gw blom nyobain.. hahah.
jadilah gw kesana..

well,
here's da description about the cafe~

interior: seems like a jungle with a monkey on a tree, kehadiran burung beo di atas dahan, dan adanya pepohonan yang menghiasi tiap sudut tembok..

food: main menu yang speciality di kafe stroberii ituu.. nasi goreng strawberry paradise-nyaa .. jadii, ada stroberii gituu di nasi gorengnyaa .. beda kan dari nasi goreng lain? hhi.then, ada juga surabi-nyaa yang ada beraneka macem rasa .. tapi waktu gw ksanaa,, surabi-nya belom ada gara2 ktnya surabi cuma ada di atas jm 5 gituu.. padahal gw kesana jm 4an.. huh..slain ituu,, chicken cordon bleu nya juga enak.. hhe..kata Popo gw,, chicken cordon bleu di kafe ini lebih enak daripada yang di Gandy Steak. hwhw.

drinks: yang direcommend sih, yang blended milkshakenyaa..nama minumannya lucu skaligus alay, deh..keg cowo ganteng: ituu bwad chocolate oreo milkshake.. cewe cakep: strawberry milkshake, danlainlain..tapi serving nya sihh bagus, soalnya unique.. jadi, di gelasnya ituu keg ada biang es gitu, jadi pas masih awal disajiin, kn ad gunung meletus kecil gituu,, yang ngasilin bubble aka gelembung2.. hhi..tapi ga ngaruh ke minumannya koo :)

price: terjangkau kog, harga makanannya sekitar 20k sampe 45k.. minuman: 20k-an bwad yang milkshake dll, tp kalo teh gituu sekitar 5k kayaknya xp

nah, kalo gw sendiri.. gw sih pesen chicken cordon bleu sama kwetiau goreng gila. hahah.
fettucini-nya sii gak gitu enak,, enakan yang di Tamani.. tapi ayamnya ok laa..
kalo kwetiaunyaa.. menurut gw sih dibilang gila gara2 pedes gituu.. isinya ada sosis, daging ayam, baso, sayur caisim, telor, sama kerupuk. rame kan? xp
enak juga ko, kwetiaunya..
trus, kalo minumannya..
gw pesen 'cewe cakep' ituu.. rasanya sih, sama aja kayak jus stroberii byasa,, tinggal blender buah strawberry, kasi susu kental manis rasa vanilla, en tambahin meises colourful bwad decorate . jadi dehh :D

trus, gw kira kan tiap sejam sekali lampunya bakal dimatiin en bakal ada guntur gituu keg di teve, eh ternyata gaa.
hahah.. korban iklan bnged de gw =='

trus nyokap gw n tmennya nyusul kesini. jadi,, gw pulangnya gausa naek taxi de..
hhe. .
akhirnya,
usai sudah perjalanan gw hari ituu..
bwad yg blm nyoba ke kafe strawberry..
tempadna ga sekeren yang di teve.. so, jangan percaya 100% yaa ma rekomend dari teve..
ciao ^^

party or part tie?

2008-12-14T06:54:00.000-08:00

hey there ..
last friday and saturday nite, i've been goin to my friends' sweet seventeen b'day party. It was held at Spincity bowling, eX plaza .. and redtop hotel bar and velvet lounge.
before party, i was feel da euphoria and can't wait to feel da disturbia of da party.
but when the party has started , i dun really enjoy da party ..

hmm,
maybe it's better if i talk about the 2nd party first ..
actually, i dun really want to go to the party, but there's several reason that make me go to the party (at last) ..
i dun really enjoy da party although the place is cozy enough, bcoz my close friends whom i always goin with and together dont come to this party . uwh, it makes me look lonely and unsocializeable enough, though. x3x
i felt tired too, bcoz last friday nite, ive been homed at late nite, and at noon, i went to to Puri Mall to had a lunch for my friend's bday , and watched Twilight movie . i thought Twilight was cool enough, but when I had watched it, it was just ordinary that became a beautiful movie just bcoz da appearance of the actors. They're all handsome and pretty :p
after the 2nd party, i recognized that party without close friends is not a party at all .
if my close friends dont go to that party, maybe i better not go there too . :3

continue about the party .. now we go to the 1st party that held at eX ,,
i actually not really participate for da whole party bcoz i went to bought some presents to my friend who celebrated her party wiv my besties :)
we took photos, snapped pictures, and walked in treasured ex without lookin' at da watch. so, when we came back, the party has been over. hix, so sorry.

goin' to the party doesnt always bring happiness and cheers. Da only way to havin' happiness and cheers is when you spent ur quality time with people who loves you unconditionally and ur close friends beside euu. no matter how expensive da cost of da party of celebration or how glamorous u were in ur dress, da thing dat make u happy is only when u get in with ur friends at ur side.

laff u friendss :)

my heart is for who?

2008-12-11T05:45:00.000-08:00

hahah .
scandalous de blog title'naa . but actually, ive been thinking who is my next boyfriend goin' to be.. xp
There's many consideration about my next BF-wannabe , like ..

does he gentle enough to treats me rite?
does he more wise and smarter than me? actually, da important thing is he uses his logic and whole brain and also heart when he acts.
does he lazy or diligent at his school projects or even homework? rajin pangkal kaya , hahah . bukan gituu sii, tapi klo dya males bwad ngapa2in ,, ntar lama2 pacaran kn jdi bosandd . xp
does he love me more than i love him? hhi .

Appearance is not da big matters , da only matters is about his heart and behave :)
Until now, i still dunno which guy who i like and want him to be my BF ..
i wish ,, my next BF is da best guy dat God had pick him to me ..
let the time answer my heart question :)

xoxo .

puncak for 15 hour .

2008-12-07T06:49:00.000-08:00

Hari ini gw misa di Romo Yohanes, tepatnya di aula Gereja St. Theresia, Puncak. Berangkat dari rumah tuh jam 6 pagi gituu. Dengan mata yang masih ngantuk dan masih pengen meluk bantal, gw disuru bangun en mandi ma bokap gw sekitar jam stengah 6an gituu. Astaga. Untungnya sih malemnya gw bobo siang' gituu , jam stgh 10 uda meluk bantal. HAHA.

Dan, berangkatlah gw ke puncak dengan berbekal sarapan minum teh sajaa. xp

Berhubung mobil yg dipake cuma 2, sedangkan yang ikut tuu sekitar 14 org, jadilah 1 mobil Fortuner dan 1 mobil Innova yang dipake tuu dipenuhi dengan orang yang bersesak-sesak. Gak juga sii, sebenernya.. Cuma mepet' ajaa, gituu. Hwhw. Kegnya sii,, tujuan duduk ngepas2 ginii.. gara' beberapa alasan (yang gw bikin sndiri :p) ,, dan alasannya antara lainn :

Menghemat biaya bensin, hahah : Secara gii krisis global ekonomi , jadi penghematan gapapa dong? xp

We Go Green! :D kan bwad mengurangi polusii,, qta hrus meminimalisir penggunaan kendaraan bermotor, terutama mobil . jdi .. sebaiknyaa, kalo kita pergi' ,, qta ajak org yg searah sama kitaa . contohnya yaa ,, dengan keg ginii ,, semobil isinya ber 8 dan ber 9 . :)

Switch Driver : Secara hari minggu tuh hari libur, jadi kn ga ada supir , dan karena semobil ituu ada 3 orang ayah (1 mobil ada 3 pasutri plus the kids),, jadi .. di saat ayah yang satu cape nyetir ,, ayah B bisa gantiin , di saat B cape,, ayah C bisa gntiin . jadii,, capenya ga secape klo nyetir sndrian.

Gak bosen di jalan, karena ada temen ngbrol . Kalo brkt sndiri' kan,, palingan ngbrolnya ma bonyok aj.. tapi karena smwa di-blend in,, jadi bisa ngbrol dengan teman sesama remajaa . hahah .

Dann,, gw beserta dua teman gw ,, duduk di bangku paling blkang. Pas masi di tol Jakarta-Puncak sih masi fine-fine ajh.. pas ud di puncak,, kan jalan'nya brliku2 gituu tuhh,, wew! perut gw rasanya mual .. eneg .. en agak pusing gituu de kepala .. Cuma gw gengsi dun ngmg klo gw eneg, tarr gw disangka mabok daratan (emang bener siihh kalo jarak jauh --') and kesannya tuu ,, gw keg lemah banged .. cuma ke puncak ajaa masa eneg? hoo ,, jadilaa gw menahan eneg selama sisa perjalanan ke Romo Yohanes itu.. Mau tau gimana cara gw nahan eneg? hahah. cuma 5 huruf .. tidur! Meski gak pewe buat bobo di tengah jalan yang berliku-liku dan perut yang eneg, gw paksain de biar mata gw merem.. dan it works~ gw jadi bisa nahan eneg sampe ke tempat dengan safe and sound :)

Our next destination is .. ayam goreng jakarta. Disana gw makan siang gituu de .. gw kira ayamnya enak, gataunya , rasanya sama aja kayak ayam goreng kuning biasa . hahah .

Truss,, tadinya kan gw uda seneng gituu yaa , gara2 katanya mau langsung tancep ke bandung. Uda kebayang tuh, gue beli jaket hoodie yg gw incer di distro di Trunojoyo situu.. Mpe sekarang, gw masi agak kepikiran gituu ma tuh jaket , agak nyesel juga gara2 dlu ga beli..

Ehh,, ternyata jam dan cuaca ga gitu mendukung. Tau2 ujann,, udah jam 3 sore pula .. kan takut kmaleman n mcet tuh mpe bandung, jadilaa kita pindah haluan ke Melrimba Kitchen. Karena ujan, jadilah kita cuma duduk gituu , mesen ice capucinno, dan ngemil french fries and mushroom cream penne. Gak bisa jalan2 keliling gardennya pulaa,, karna takut jadi flu. xp

Eiaa, untungnyaa sihh,, masi ada view yg menyenangkan hati disana.. Meski gw ga lyat2 taneman n bunga2nyaa,, gw ngeliat cowo bule ganteng sangat gituu disana. Dia bareng family'na gituu. Bokap Chinese, Nyokap Bule. Ternyata anaknya jadi GANTENG lohh ! hahah. Kog kesannya gw norak gitu yeaa? Tadinya yaa,, gw mw pura2 nyenggol gituu jadi bisa tau nama minimal . Tapi tolong dehh,, masa gw segitu nekadnya siihh? Tar jangan2 tuu bule ngira gw cewe yang ga perna lyad cowo ganteng lagi..

Well well , akhirnya kan tuu cowo pulang, gw juga sih ga lama..

Dan, usai sudah de my puncak day for 15 hour xp

memang melelahkan sihh, tapi cukup worth it kog :)

ujianblok

2008-12-05T05:49:00.000-08:00

Selama seminggu ke depan, hari-hari gw akan diselingi sama baca, menghafal, dan memberi stabilo pada catatan-catatan penting. Because of what? Yup, ujian blok a.k.a ulangan umum, dimana jadwal ujian blok di skul gw tuu agak aneh dan *BEGH* bangedd .

Gw udah mulai UB dari rabu kemaren sii tepatnya .
and do you know?

di hari pertama ..
biasanya kan bwad mata pelajaran yang lebii ringan gituu yaa ..
tapi inii ..
Mathematics and Civil Education a.k.a KWN ! hahah .
sok inggris gw xp

behh dahsyat .
jadi de bawaan gw feeling gulity gituu kalo gw gak megang buku sama skali.
truss , di hari 1 gw UB,
gw lsg sok'an sms orang' gituu .. blg klo hape gw bakal off sampe jumad soalnya gw mau srius blajar berhubung ulangan slama 3 hr pertama tuu yang kelas berat..

Ehh ,
ketika UB math n Kwn usai , gw jadi tergoda untuk menyalakan hape ..
dan yaaakk ,
gw jadi smsan, dan online!
hahah .

emang godaan tuu slalu lebih menggiurkan daripada menahan keinginan xp
yap begitulahh..
dan skarang ini sih gw lagi take a break untuk melepas kepenatan dari kerjaan hafal-menghafal dan sgala macamnya ituu,, scara sabtu gw libuurr .. dan senin pun masii liburr!
hahah..

oiyaa ..
jadwal UB gw ituu sbb :

Rabu 3-12-08 : Matematika dan KWN
Kamis 4-12-08 : Sosio dan Akun
Jumat 5-12-08 : Mandarin dan Eko
Selasa 9-12-08 : B.Indonesia dan Agama
Rabu 10-12-08 : Bahasa Inggris (doank ==')
Kamis 11-12-08: Geografi
Jumat 12-12-08 : Tik dan Sejarah

dan setelah gw melewati 3 hari awal' UB,,
conclusion yang gw dapat yaituu ..

sepertinya gw harus H2C alias harap harap cemas dalam menanti rapor semester .. karena gw ga terlalu yakin ma nile' UB math dan akun .
o-mi-gosh . bagaimana inii ?

hmmphh,,
berserahh kepada Tuhan .. yup,, itu jalan yang terbaik..
gw percaya kog ,, rencanaNya slalu indah untuk kita smuaa :)
Amin ~

P.S: kog ending blog gw ga nyambung gini yaa? hahah .
biarlaa .. uda malem sih , uda sepet juga mata klamaan online . xp
ciao :))

friend or foe

2008-11-26T02:10:00.000-08:00

Hey, take a look at this lyrics by t.A.T.u ~

Is it too late
Nothing to salvage
You look away
Clear all the damage

The meaning to
our words of love
Has disappeared

We used to love one another
Give to each other
Lie undercover so,
Are you friend or foe

Love one another
Live for each other
So, are you friend or foe
Cause I used to know

The promises
Hollow concessions
And innocent show of affection
I touch your hand
A hologram
Are you still there

We used to love one another
Give to each other
Lie undercover so,
Are you friend or foe

why I copied this lyric? Bcoz this song relates to my latest relationship wiv my friends, the close one.

Pernah denger gak, kalo cinta sama benci itu bedanya tipiss banget? Kayaknya, sekarang gw baru ngerasain kalo temen ternyata bisa jadi musuh yang lebih "kejam" daripada musuh kita. Hmm, let's take an example..
orang yang sebel or gak suka sama kita biasanya bakal lebih nunjukkin rasa gak sukanya sama kita, jadi, dari awal kita tau dong kalo kita deked' ma tuu orang, pasti kita bakal ngerasa uncomfortable. Tapi, ketika kita baru tau kalo temen deket kita sebel sama kita, beda banget rasanya. Saat kita di deket temen kita, kita yang know nothing of their feeling cenderung ngerasa nothing can bring us down bcoz we're in da circle of gud friends dat will never hurt our feelings .

and what did happen to me is the opposite situation ov da example. One of my close friend is a two-faced person, who liked to act good in front of me, but always talkin' and gossiping about my negative side in da back of me.

hmmph,, kmaren tuu tmen dket gw dulu,, sebut aj si A ,, dengan santainya bilang kalo gw tuu pai cabo ... tau ga artinya? itu tu bahasa Hokiann,, dan artinya adalah: cewe nakal. Well,, mungkin kalo cuma dibilang bandel masi it's ok yaa,, tapi nakal yang dia maksud tuu.. fake, couquetish, and some kind like that, like a girl dat oweiz being around wiv da boys.. tapi nakal dalam bahasa Hokian 'pai' ini beda sama b*tch.. bcoz b*tch itu sbutan yg lbh kasar n rude lg daripada pai.

dan tadii,, pas recess and lunch di kantin, dia mulai lagi aksi 'stay-away-from-me' nya by sit far from me, and whispering wiv other friends and bergaya hiper2 dibuat' gituu..
ketauan banget de pokoknya kalo dy tu lagi talking about me. *begh*

fortunately, ada tmen gw yg always stand and support by my side and she hates A so much, bcoz A treats her like an outsider. Jadi, gw agak no problem juga sii agak jaga jarak ma A gituu..
Actually, Gw sih sbnernya ga sebel sama A, tapi her behave tuu makin hari makin menjadii'.. wew..
Secara A ngomongin gw gituu di blakang gue.. A judges on me juz bcoz I have many boy friendss , *bukan pacar,, tapi tmen2 cowo*

can u feel what's my feeling when ur besties says that ure such a 'pai cabo' and talkin' da negative side of u in da back of u and become a two-faced-people?
and from rite now,
da only question from me to you, A ..
"We used to love one another as good friends,
Give to each other, but u lie undercover
So, Are you friend or foe?"

hope we can be a good friends again . xoxo .

good girl gone bad ..

2008-11-25T05:36:00.000-08:00

Hmmph ..
first of all ,,
about the title of this blog ,,
I copied this from Rihanna's song, though xp
and I think, it's similar with my teens life. You know what, ive just realized that I must learn to make priority between study and play. Do you know a speech that said ..

"work hard, play hard" ..

or even ..

"Berakit-rakit ke hulu ,,
berenang-renang ke tepian ,,
bersakit-sakit dahulu ,,
bersenang-senang kemudian"

and my mom didnt see me doin' like that . The example is,, when Im having da test, I usually talk on a phone for about 1-2 hours wiv my friend at the night and I take it easy about the test (I dont really' study and memorize the notes) and in the end, I dun achieve the maximum score dat I can acheive actually juz bcoz I choose to talking on a phone than study first.
And because I always doin' like that, my mom finally getting mad ov me and make an "extreme decision" *for me*
She asks me to choose and declare what day that I can freely talking on a phone and make a phone call wiv my buddies . And finally ,, *wiv a big heart and a lil sob* I choose Wednesday and Saturday to be my free-calling-day without any disturbance and doubt .

Actually, yesterday she asks me again to choose 3 days when I can chit-chat and messaging freely around 7 days,, but I reject her ideas and make a protest action. I argue her *sorry, Mom* , go to my room, and turn on my iPod and listen to the song wiv a loud voice.

Thanx God, she doesnt insist anymore to limit my free-sms-day, so I still can messaging wiv my buddies although I cannot talking on a phone in another day except Wednesday and Sat .
But, I've learned enough and try to setup my priority from now on. So I dun have to make my Mom mad ov me anymore and treat me like a psychologist treats da good-girl-gone-bad teen.
ciao :)

breakin' da dishes

2008-11-25T04:45:00.000-08:00

hi there .
I'm going to make this blog as my daily journal, so I can share my story, thoughts, feelings, and ideas. :)
There are lotta reason why I choose blog to be my 'online diary' than wrote it in a little-thick-book that called DIARY xp ,,

First of all, I want to participate in an iGoGreen program, that said we must minimalize the used of paper and using environmental stuff. So, I choose to write it in a blog, so I dun have to waste on a paper and throw it up after I finished my diary.
I want to write a diary everyday, so, if I still writing a diary in a book at night before sleep time, it cannot be consistent, because at night, I usually getting tired and forget to write a diary.
Typing a diary at blog is more fun than writing in a book, because I also can easily share link, videos, photos, and many more by internet.

I think that's simply enough to be an introduction of this blog.. Hope I can write and posting nuu blog evrydayy :)
enjoy reading, guys ^^